All through high school, I suffered from anxiety, but did not know what it was. I thought I was just a loser. School was so hard and no matter how much homework I did or how much time I spent on it, I could not remember anything when it came to testing or answering questions in class.
After graduating, I tried going to a community college, but once again, I had the same problems. After dropping classes and failing classes, I decided not to do it anymore.
I did not have a job with any benefits, but was I finally went to see a counselor. He diagnosed me with depression and more importantly, anxiety. I was prescribed medication and he attended counseling. While at a counseling sessions, a lady there worked in a library and suggested that it sounded like I just needed to be able to read better.
I took her advice. Everyday I bought the Sun Times and read it from front to back - usually starting at the back with the sports. It was so difficult, at the time, but the more I read, the better I read and the more I enjoyed it. With my new confidence in myself, I started taking classes, only one at a time so as to not be overwhelmed. What a difference a couple of years made. With my better reading skills and overall feeling of self-worth, I was a success. It will probably take me a few years to get a degree, but now I know that I can. I am so thankful for the help I received and I encourage anyone who is feeling sad or anxious to get some help.
Nathaniel, Chicago